have you liked a fictional character so much you started listening to there favorite music, a German industrial band, then you turn into their aesthetic goth. You decide to learn german because the fictional character spoke it. The band you now like speaks that language as well so then you decide to make a European genshin account to interact with other germans. Then you accept some randos invite request to which she says her friend is gonna join to be a translator but then you and the translator become really close to the point where she confesses her feelings for you. You say yes...now suddenly I'm going to Germany after graduation..all because of one..single fictional character.

crazy right?

Deine mutter ist schwul

"Someone's writing down your mistakes

Someone's documenting your downfall"

I'm 17 now :3

I love getting the newgrounds Email every birthday

yas bitches its true! im going to

• Germany
• Austria
• poland
• and more!!

Learning an entirely new language is the best choice. I've ever made.

At the end of my summer break, I wanted something that would stimulate my brain so it wouldn't turn to mush before school started.

So I decided to settle on learning German.

I settled for German because

1. My Mother's family came from Germany and came to America as immigrants.
2. Goths typically speak German
3. ist kewl

But never would I ever guessed, that..maybe Germany is where I'm meant to be

I've made a lot of friends who..genuinely like me, who arent fake..they actually care about me..

its..something I've never experienced before since I saw Newgrounders more like potential work partners over genuine friends.

But..meeting these people who speak little English and who are across the globe being so kind and genuine to me.

is true happiness.

its nice to find happiness after depression for months on end.

Hey, so..Im going to be distancing myself from Newgrounds.

Ill be Posting Art n doing voice acting, but only in small amounts

In real life, Im a 16 year old goth girl who never got her mental issues treated bc of where I live and how my parents are.

If you know what I did, you know.

Here's what I will say.

Im 16. Im not perfect. My brain isnt fully functioned nor developed.

But, I do know this isnt the Place for me rn. Maybe in the future? But I cant handle all these ppl who literally want me dead.

And besides, I have enough on my plate.

From my parents having cancer, to me getting Diagnosed to bpd.

Possibly loosing your biological parents to cancer is hard enough. Newgrounds makes it worse.

So yea, Auf Weidershen

hello newgrounders!! so many of u know that im a cassandra selfshipper

if u don't know a selfshipper is someone who ships themselves with a fictional character

the latest server I got banned from was because of Cassandra and being a newgrounder...

so here's what imma do to make me feel better :3

I'm going to be drawing more selfshipping art and commissioning newgrounders for it! :DD

if u have an issue with it idc its for me and me alone

art by: funkyaxo!!

Why do i apologize for things i didn't even do but it'll be the most sincerest apology you´ve ever fucking heard.

I didn't do anything but yet ill take the blame for it.

mfs dont have an issue with selfshipping, until its an actual villain.. and ill forever live by that statement.

like come on now.

I've been banned from three selfshipping server bc of selfshipping with cassandra