i miss my wife..i know ive done bad shit I get it. but..honestly..the one thing I miss the most is loving Cassandra. cringe. but whatever. maybe its because she shaped who I am? maybe its because I would never be a rivethead is it wasn't for her? maybe deep down...I'm still that 15 year old who related to her. i don't know. but I know I cant come back from what went down with me n the Cassandra people. i miss cassandra more than those dickheads.

HEY so things are a changing again. im going to be posting MORE!! YES!!! MORE OF ME !!! (sorry if u hate me but again, i dont care if u do!) i got a new attitude and im ready to get back to the community that could be better tbh but whatever, shit happens, i wanna make it up too yall, i was a dumb 15 year old who...had a few screws loose but i got a awesome boyfriend, new meds, therapy, and im MORE than ready to come back. hate or love the new me, i dont care, just remember 15 year old me got grown men to hate me.

I know I'm not as active bc of personal reasons but I'll try too be more active with my new found fandom (if u have my new discord u already know) n being happier after figuring out I'm a trans male.

cheers 2025 will be my year

hey people, uhm my discord got perma banned, so my new discord is achtungexclamationmark if u wanna get into contact with me again

i no longer need newgrounds to rely on, I'm happier without it. my depression has gotten so much better without newgrounds. maybe ill come back, maybe I wont

hawk tuah lunchly mr beat skibidi rizz

...i made a new character

I named her beatrix

meow

Gang life sucks

have you liked a fictional character so much you started listening to there favorite music, a German industrial band, then you turn into their aesthetic goth. You decide to learn german because the fictional character spoke it. The band you now like speaks that language as well so then you decide to make a European genshin account to interact with other germans. Then you accept some randos invite request to which she says her friend is gonna join to be a translator but then you and the translator become really close to the point where she confesses her feelings for you. You say yes...now suddenly I'm going to Germany after graduation..all because of one..single fictional character.

crazy right?

Deine mutter ist schwul